Entries for May, 2007

April 30th, 2007

GETTING FIRED PART 2


cristinaburwell

I remember ranting about this sometime last year. About getting a memo for browsing and for deliberately breaking a bunch of company rules on purpose.

Well, I did rant on getting fire and stuff. But instead of getting fired, I got promoted and threwn to Lipa.

But this time, I think this would be different. They would launch a formal investigation on this. And yes, I would admit that I'm guilty.

I'll try searching for a new JOB.

*teee-heee*

Currently listening to: im not missing you- stacy oricco
Currently feeling: drained
Posted by cristinaburwell at 06:29 PM | 4 ang umangal

May 2nd, 2007

FIGHTING OVER NOTHING


cristinaburwell

I met a boy this weekend. He's nice, smart, funny, witty, has a GREAT sense of humour and he wears his hair in dreads.....

gtg.

 

 SCRAP THIS.

IT AIN'T HAPPENING.

WE HAD A FIGHT.

Currently feeling: sore
Posted by cristinaburwell at 01:11 AM | 12 ang umangal

May 8th, 2007

SERIAL DATING


cristinaburwell

The last time that I was really LEGALLY single was 2003. I just broke up with Hodge and life was seemingly dark and dreary. So what did I do to route my depression into something more productive?

I DATED.

I was juggling three guys during that time. There was Ramon, who's a geek right out of the pages of Sweet Valley High, who works as an accountant for GMA 7. He graduated from UP College of Education in Diliman. Majoring in English, he's the only guy I know who has read and can quote directly out of the "Anne of Green Gables" series. Then there was Herbie, ironically he works for ABS-CBN as the head of the animation department. He's an ALL-FILIPINO nice boy. Loves his family... Goes to church and all that stuff which nice boys are made of.

Then there's the third one.

I don't really know why I picked the third one. Needless to say, he was smart...incredibly funny... could make Star Wars jokes... reads books and extensively analytical...

I thought he was perfect. I was his Amy Lee he said.

He became the father of my daughter.

But now he's gone.

I'M SERIAL DATING AGAIN.

Currently reading: CPW TRAINING MATERIALS
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by cristinaburwell at 09:02 AM | 6 ang umangal

May 9th, 2007

SPEAK OF ME


cristinaburwell
"All around me darkness gathers,
Fading is the sun that shone;
We must speak of other matters:
You can be me when I'm gone
Flowers gathered in the evening,
Afternoon they blossom on;
Still are withered by the evening:
You can be me when I'm gone"

Two-part poem in The Kindly Ones.

We are going in circles. Looking back without glancing on your shadow is an almost impossible task.

I feel your desire to let go.

But are you positive that you really want to let go of me and not of her?

You basks in her memory and in my pain.

Memories and pain.

Mental prints of hurt and of dreadful longing.

9 crimes.

"Lead me out of this waste."

I don't generally snatch someone from somebody. But should I let go of YOU?

Is this worth it?

You asked me not to speak of you if ever we part. To pretend that the other is nonexistent.

Give me a pill... Reformat my brain.

Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind.

Pass it on a platter please.

Gobble it up. MAKE THIS CEASE.

Currently listening to: 9 crimes - damien rice
Currently feeling: nauseated
Posted by cristinaburwell at 12:01 PM | 8 ang umangal

May 15th, 2007

CALL CENTER BLUES


cristinaburwell

Around this time last year, some guy gave me two file notes in one blast. He was the same reason why I got so irritated and was vouching to resign. I filed for leave for a week. Pondering about the obvious and the some. I was an emotional mess because of the break up with the dad of my kid and quarter life crisis was getting me. It wasn't the best of times but it was enough for me to hang on to dear life and try to rearrange whatever ruins that I have.

I'm going to receive two file notes... One is for being absent yesterday, it was a crtical work day according to management. (But jeezers, I was as sick as bejeepers!) And for surfing Friendster... Harhar... (The latter one would be a final written warning!)

I'll file for a leave. To think about things and to find work.

My daughter is growing up fast... She could distinguish colors and say "red", "gween" and "wayt" in the cutest ways.

I don't want to miss on that.

Getting promoted isn't what it's all cracked up to be.

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Greg has been very nice to me for the past couple of weeks... And he is taking me away for a birthday thing!

 

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I'm loving this song...

 

Artist: Secondhand Serenade
Album: Awake
Year: 2006
Title: Maybe 		 




Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)


 
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by cristinaburwell at 05:50 AM | may reklamo ka?

May 22nd, 2007

RESIGNATION


cristinaburwell

i finally

RESIGNED.

goodbye teletech.

welcome to the world of the bum.

(and to think it would be my birthday in two weeks' time)

Currently feeling: sad
Posted by cristinaburwell at 04:55 PM | 2 ang umangal
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