Entries for December, 2006

December 4th, 2006

Sappy days are here again


cristinaburwell


"What About Love?"

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

[Chorus]

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

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This song has been running through my head for the duration of my weekend. I love Greg.... We're going to Ilocos two weeks from now... It has been 5 crazy heartbreaking years of being together...

 I JUST DON'T WANT THIS TO END.

EVERYTHING JUST BEING PERFECT.

GREG AND I...

PERFECT

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Currently listening to: what about love-lemar
Currently feeling: horny
Posted by cristinaburwell at 09:43 AM | 9 ang umangal

December 6th, 2006

typoLooking for Lurv


cristinaburwell

 This song was playing when...

 

I should not love him.

God please give me enough reason not to love him. Give me the strength to stay away from this madness.

 

This is not me.

 

 Everything but the girl

I didn't know i was looking for love

I was alone thinking I was just fine
I wasn’t looking for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn’t stop at my station

Home alone, that was my consignment
Solitary confinement
So when we met I was gettin around you
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you…

I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, honey
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby, oh no
I didn’t know I was looking for love
I didn’t know I was looking for love

Coz there you stood and I would
Oh I wonder could I say how I felt and not be misunderstood
A thousand stars came into my system
I never knew how much I had missed them
Slap on the map of my heart you landed
I was coy but you made me candid
And now the planets circle around you
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you…

I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love
I didn’t know I was looking for love

So we build from here with love as the foundation
In a world of tears won consolation
And now you’re here there’s a full brass band
Playin’ in me like a wonderland
And if you left I would be two-foot small
And every tear would be a waterfall
Soundless, boundless I surround you
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you
I just didn’t know

Didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you..
Love…love…

I just didn’t know…
love…love…

Until I found you

Didn’t know I was looking for love…
Love…love..
Until I found you…

Currently listening to: everything but the girl cd
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by cristinaburwell at 10:57 AM | may reklamo ka?

December 7th, 2006

All you need is one


cristinaburwell

people you will meet in life :

1st yourself

2nd is the one you love the most

3rd is the one who loves you the most

4th is the one you will spend the rest of your life with

Sadly in real life, these 3 people are usually not the same person.

The one you love the most, doesn't love you..

The one who loves you the most, is never the one you love the most..

And the one you will spend the rest of your life with, is never the one you love the most nor who loves you the most..

He or she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time..

 ~awww shucks!

 

another *mushy moment8 from One Tree Hill:

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.

Some.. are running scared... some..are coming home.

some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth.

some are evil men at war with good... some are good.. struggling with evil.

six billion people in the world..

six billion souls..

and sometimes...

all you need is ONE...

 
Currently listening to: cheryl typing
Currently reading: maoie's IM
Currently feeling: in luuurv
Posted by cristinaburwell at 11:14 AM | 3 ang umangal

December 11th, 2006

my ex boyfriend


cristinaburwell

I thought that it was the account, that I could be happy if I move out of the center and such. But I know even before that I wouldn’t fit into the call center environment. My friend was right. People here are just crappy. I’d rather stick to my own beautiful world.

But maybe it’s just because I’m still in OPS.

Still… it’s just crappy different.

I’m not making any sense.

Here’s a line from “The Science of Sleep”

-         I hate to see you cry. Especially if your tears are not for me…

Sucks… Sux.

You know what sucks even further? I realized that I still love my kid’s dad.

I spent the whole weekend at their place so that Cj could have some quality time with her dad. We had some memorable lines from that weekend… It’s heartbreaking but still, you know me, I’m crappy with mushy stuff.

While seated on the sofa… My head on his shoulders:

Me: I need comforting…

Him: You don’t need me.

Me: Yes I do.

Him: You survived 6 months without me… You got promoted... You moved out of Manila… You’re swinging guys left and right even.

Me: I did those things because you ditched me.

Him: *mumbling* You ditched me way before that.

Me: What?

Him: You’re better off without me.

Me: I’m a mess.

Him: You’re always saying that… But in the end, you always come out as the winner. You’re a tough cookie. I loved you for that. Go fix yourself.

Me: So when I started to get whiney you dumped me huh?

Him: I’ll agree to that too.

Showing text of most recent fling while helping him cook dinner in the kitchen:

Him: So you’re doing the same thing again? You’re ratting on the poor fellow?

Me: Yep… He deserves it.

Him: But does he deserve you?

Me: *smiles*  Tell me about it…

Cuddling while watching James Bond:

Me: Bond sucks as a spy… He’s so high profile; an enemy could detect him a mile away.

Him: That’s not the point of Bond films… You see, these films are all about dicks.

Me: Eh?

Him: Bond is more of a super hero than Batman. See there, he got to roll around in his motorcycle but see, he has a spotless tux still and not a scratch on his back. James Bond is the epitome of guyishness.

Me: Guyishness? Is there such a term?

Him: In my world yes…

Me: Uh. I’m not included in your world any longer… You kicked me out five months ago remember?

Him: I’ll give you a temporary pass then…

Me: A lousy excuse for not finding the proper term… But how about that access? Can’t you extend it as a lifetime thing?

Him: *stands up* I’ll go and find a thesaurus or something…

Standing outside Tony Roma’s, Alabang Town Center while watching the rain:

Me: You know that one VOL TL in Lipa has this agent that has an N9** phone and a Ford Explorer?

Him: See, that’s what I meant with life being unfair!

Me: So that came as a surprise? Let me tell you what’s unfair.

Him: What?

Me: It’s just that it saddens me that you don’t know…

Him: What?

Me: You just realized that life is unfair because of that TL thing? You know what? I learned five months ago that life is unfair… And you taught me that. You fuckin’ threw it straight to my face! *walks into the car*

And so folks, I rest my case. I could never run away from Gene. He flows in my blood. I even love our hateful banters… It has a “One Tree Hill” quality. I love it.

I love him.

But I let him go three months ago. When I realized that I wasn’t true to him either. I’ll let him be.

Maybe everything would be okay one day and things would fall into their rightful places.
Currently listening to: my thoughts... they are too much, i could hear them speak
Currently reading: gary's IM
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by cristinaburwell at 11:09 AM | 16 ang umangal

December 18th, 2006

With Him


cristinaburwell

It's nice to run away from reality now and again... To ditch work and all the problems in the world and just stay with someone who was there with you through thick and thin for the last five years... Someone who loves you so much and whom you love with all your heart but,due the irony of things, could never be yours... I never got around into editing stuff... These are just random photos of that weekend as you can see...  That's him (yes... that's him... and he's gonna kill me if he sees this!)...That's me getting bored in the hotel room..smirking... That's me enjoying the view... That's me lounging (with the bed all ruffled and sh*t...~winks~)... That's me trying to stare at the sun... Hahaha, a hearty dinner!... That's the cool looking jeepney I saw near one of the local malls!... The Christmas tree at the inn's lobby (sheez, it's Christmas!).... That's me lying in bed, being lazy and all... That's the view from my hotel room... And lastly, the clue where I went last weekend!

Stole an ambigram from sam...

Cool huh?

Now with the pics!

 

Currently listening to: soulless symphony bittersweet
Currently reading: youngblood3
Currently watching: the time
Currently feeling: rejuvenated
Posted by cristinaburwell at 08:40 AM | 7 ang umangal

December 19th, 2006

When the Going Gets Tough

I'm doing everything that I'm doing right now... regardless of how hard it is... For this person:
Currently listening to: nothing
Currently reading: youngblood3
Currently feeling: working
Posted by cristinaburwell at 03:53 PM | 4 ang umangal

December 20th, 2006

NAGIINIT ANG ULO KO


cristinaburwell

We had a huge fight over the phone a few minutes earlier.

 He's lying...

(Again.)

 All men are nincompoops.

Currently feeling: nauseated
Posted by cristinaburwell at 06:33 AM | 8 ang umangal

singit sa peechur

some of the team
Posted by cristinaburwell at 02:44 PM | 1 ang umangal

December 28th, 2006

POst Xmas Stuff


cristinaburwell

I know... I haven't posted in ages... I've been away from the PC and the office for five days straight!

 I'm gonna post my Xmas pictures next time... wahahaha...

 

Been busy catching up with people I love and who love(d) me...

 

_____________________

 

P.s. I do think I have a bf.

Currently feeling: rejuvenated
Posted by cristinaburwell at 03:27 AM | may reklamo ka?

December 29th, 2006

Blue Passion

Your Passion is Blue
You are a total dream in the bedroom.
Sex is a fine art for you - and you're a total Picasso in your pleasure making.
You like to build things up slowly, savoring each moment.
And you'd never think of skipping foreplay or afterplay... they're part of the package.
What Color Is Your Passion?
Currently listening to: she will be loved
Currently feeling: numb
Posted by cristinaburwell at 01:06 PM | may reklamo ka?
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